Re-

I just spent two minutes punching my pillow into submission.

As i walked around, the deafening ringing in my ears continued.

I came to a stop and laid my forehead against the cool wall.

Tears?

No, she wont get that from me.

I have lost everything..this moment is hers.

She will not get that from me.

I bite down, dig deep and keep moving.

I have never felt mental deterioration like this.

The pain is in the mind,manifesting itself in physical nausea.

I dry-heave a few time,but swallow the bile.

An old friend...

The light disappears,it sinks beyond the horizon.

The Night is here again.

I am Home.

I am Darkness.

Fear.

Rage.

Solitude.

I remember now...

Bane.

I remember now.